Amanda Holstien - I'm a Magician, But Not That Kind →

In this episode of 'Be Alive,' host Kate Manser engages in an enlightening conversation with Amanda Holstein, a mystic, tarot card reader, and newly published author.

The conversation explores Amanda's personal journey toward authenticity, especially in a world dominated by social media and societal expectations. Amanda shares her struggles with conformity, her recent decision to delete her social media accounts, and the mystical path she follows, including her spiritual practices and teachings from her godmother, Mama Eve.

The conversation delves into Amanda's definition of magic and the significance of being a service-oriented magician. It also touches on the soul's evolution, the process of quelling passions, and Amanda's profound connection with the Holy Mother.

Amanda is the author of The Metaphysics of Good Vibrations, an alchemical prose-poem to the Beloved.

Amanda’s book: The Metaphysics of Good Vibrations

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01:34 Amanda's Journey and Authenticity

02:41 Spiritual Practices and Social Media

06:09 Mentorship and Trust in Mama Eve

07:55 Defining Magic and Personal Growth

11:07 The Path of a Magician

14:40 Balancing Modern Life and Spirituality

21:10 Services and Ethical Considerations

22:41 Exploring Deeper Spiritual Practices

24:05 Life, Death, and Spiritual Evolution

28:17 Quelling Passions and Meditation

34:04 Telepathic Connection with Pets

34:49 Dealing with Guilt and Impulse

35:10 Letting Go of the Past

36:08 Maintaining Awareness in Daily Life

36:45 Balancing Life and Spiritual Practice

38:32 Replacing Negative Habits

41:05 Trusting the Guardians of Fate

42:16 Manifesting Beyond Imagination

48:57 The Metaphysics of Good Vibrations

52:26 Reconnecting with the Holy Mother

58:03 Embodying Divine Energy

01:00:32 Conclusion and Farewell

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Amanda Holstien

Non-ordinary states of consciousness →

In this episode of 'Be Alive with Kate Manser,' Kate delves into the concept of non-ordinary states of consciousness, sharing insights from her recent research and 20-page paper.

She discusses shamanism, Carl Jung's active imagination, and the importance of both drug-induced and drug-free heightened states of consciousness.

Kate explores the innate human desire for these experiences, the psychological and spiritual benefits, and practical ways to achieve them through self-directed neuroplasticity, meditation, exercise, and other activities.

She also emphasizes the importance of staying aware, positive, and engaged in 'alive moments' to cultivate a more fulfilled and vibrant life.

(01:17) Introduction to Non-Ordinary States of Consciousness

(02:28) Defining Non-Ordinary States of Consciousness

(05:07) Personal Growth and Non-Ordinary States

(07:33) Maslow's Plateau Experience

(09:21) Self-Directed Neuroplasticity

(12:24) The Natural Mind and Innate Desire for Altered States

(16:15) Alternate States of Consciousness Therapy

(22:36) The Anihilational Aspect of Altered States

(30:08) Cultivating Alive Moments

(35:20) Conclusion and Final Thoughts

High You, AI, & Identity with Jordan Loewen-Colón →

In this episode of Be Alive with Kate Manser, Kate sits down with Dr. Jordan Loewen-Colón , a philosopher, scholar, AI expert, and artist, to discuss the transformative power of transcendent experiences.

Kate and Jordan delve into topics such as the importance of community, the potential of technology to induce mystical states, and coping with heartbreak. Join them as they explore the beauty of the sublime, the necessity of being present, and the profound shifts that occur when we allow ourselves to be vulnerable and connected.

Tune in to discover how to integrate these experiences into everyday life and live a more vibrant existence.

(01:32) Welcome to Be Alive with Kate Manser

(01:48) Meeting Jordan Loewen-Colón

(02:22) Jordan's Transformative Performance

(05:21) Grounding Meditation

(06:00) Jordan's Background and Philosophy

(12:32) Exploring Transcendent Experiences

(38:23) The Power of Community in Sustaining Profound Experiences

(39:37) Self-Directed Neuroplasticity: Reprogramming the Brain

(41:51) The Role of Technology in Inducing Neuroplastic States

(42:45) Practical Steps to Cultivate Community and Self-Awareness

(49:17) Navigating Loneliness and Heartbreak with Community Support

(57:42) The Healing Power of Art and Poetry

(01:00:07) Embracing Vulnerability and Connection

(01:02:09) Conclusion and Final Thoughts

This episode is sponsored by The Naked Dog, where dog owners learn to "Speak Dog." The Naked Dog's Online Courses and Virtual Coaching Program takes a holistic approach to dog training, addressing dogs' challenging behaviors by teaching owners how to BECOME someone their dog trusts and wants to listen to.

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Dr. Jordan Loewen-Colón

Fix Your Mind Glitch: Self-Directed Neuroplasticity →

In episode 7 of Be Alive, Kate shares her personal journey of overcoming negative thought patterns by leveraging self-directed neuroplasticity.

She delves into her past experiences with quick temper and anger, and how she retrained her brain to respond with humor rather than fury.

Kate further discusses her battle with severe depression and suicidal thoughts in 2022, and how replacing negative thoughts with positive ones created profound change in her mental state.

She explains the concept of neuroplasticity and provides practical advice on changing one's mindset, underscoring the importance of seeking help, being truthful, and using additional support such as therapy and supplements.

Kate emphasizes that although happiness doesn't last forever, the power to reshape our minds and reframe our thoughts lies within us.

(00:32) The Tornado of Negative Thinking

(00:51) Discovering Self-Directed Neuroplasticity

(01:30) The Journey to Change: From Anger to Laughter

(02:20) A Year of Transformation

(05:59) A New Challenge: Battling Depression

(08:50) The Power of Truth and Visualization

(10:33) Rewiring Negative Thought Patterns

(15:11) The Science Behind Neuroplasticity

(18:41) Additional Support Strategies

(20:12) Conclusion: Embracing the Full Spectrum of Life

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How to be punk rock with Betty Benedeadly →

In this episode of 'Be Alive,' sponsored by Mother Mary's Spiritual Goods, Kate introduces Betty Benedeadly, an extraordinary musician and artist.

The conversation delves into Betty's unique journey through art towns like Terlingua and Joshua Tree, her history with Burning Man, and the evolution of her musical career.

Betty shares fascinating stories, including raising chickens in her van and purchasing a 1982 GMC Caballero that ends up becoming iconic.

Discussions highlight the importance of overcoming self-doubt, finding creative freedom, and the value of nurturing others.

This episode is a celebration of living authentically and fearlessly, enriched with anecdotes of personal growth, artistic exploration, and inspirational moments spent under the desert sky.

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(01:27) Meet Betty Benedetti: The Artist with Swag

(02:12) Betty's Love for Unique Art Communities

(05:37) Burning Man Adventures and Leadership

(09:16) From Sideshow Performer to Musician

(10:09) Life Without a Car: Biking and the Caballero

(18:50) Raising Chickens on the Road

(25:13) Overcoming Self-Doubt and Embracing Creativity

(31:33) New Beginnings: Moving to New Mexico

(33:32) Future Aspirations and Technological Innovations

(34:21) Willow House Performance and Unrealistic Expectations

(35:22) Collaborative Art and the Comet Song

(38:13) Reflections on Artistic Identity

(42:16) Burning Man and Embracing Imperfection

(44:47) Punk Rock Influence and DIY Ethos

(56:16) Living a Good Life and Nurturing Connections

(01:00:18) Performing and Feeling Alive

(01:05:19) Conclusion and Final Thoughts

Today’s episode of Be Alive is brought to you by Mother Mary’s Spiritual Goods, based in the high Chihuahuan desert of Marfa, TX, offering Handmade spiritual products and readings to help manifest your intentions ~ ~ ~

Founder Amanda Holstien, a graduate of Columbia University with a B.A. in philosophy, is a poet, spiritual seeker, and professional tarot reader. Her no-frills approach to tarot reading and spiritual workings cuts through the New Age bullshit.

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Betty Benedeadly

Story: Why I'm Still Alive (Part I) →

In this heartfelt episode, Kate recounts her emotional journey from the depths of depression to achieving a newfound happiness. From managing a meditation retreat outside Austin to undertaking an adventurous road trip in a renovated RV, Kate navigates the highs and lows of pursuing her passions and entrepreneurial dreams. Along the way, she grapples with intense self-doubt, financial struggles, and the unexpected challenges of living on the road. An inspiring trip to Burning Man leads to a significant emotional breakthrough and a promise to herself that catalyzed her transformative journey. This is the first part of a multi-episode series detailing her path to overcoming depression and finding joy and purpose in life.

02:48 The Beginning of the Journey

05:20 The Road to Entrepreneurship

09:52 Initial Struggles and Realizations

13:35 Financial Crisis and Despair

25:10 A Glimmer of Hope

33:00 Burning Man and the Promise

43:40 Conclusion and Next Steps

Today’s episode of Be Alive is brought to you by Mother Mary’s Spiritual Goods, based in the high Chihuahuan desert of Marfa, TX, offering Handmade spiritual products and readings to help manifest your intentions ~ ~ ~

Founder Amanda Holstien, a graduate of Columbia University with a B.A. in philosophy, is a poet, spiritual seeker, and professional tarot reader. Her no-frills approach to tarot reading and spiritual workings cuts through the New Age bullshit.

For handmade spiritual and manifestation goods as well as readings: use promo code KATE20 receive 20% off your first order.

To connect with Kate Manser on Instagram⁠ Visit Kate’s website ⁠ Get Kate’s free textspirations: Text ALIVE to 512-898-7850

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Story: Why I'm Still Alive (Part II) →

In this second episode of a three-part series, Kate reflect on her journey from the depths of depression to finding joy and hope.

The story begins with a pivotal moment at Burning Man where the narrator makes a life-saving promise to stay alive for one more year. It chronicles the struggles of dealing with suicidal thoughts, the challenges of overcoming negative self-talk, and physical pain.

Through moments of despair, attending a Vipassana meditation retreat, and embracing a series of affirmative actions like therapy, coaching, and spiritual practices, Kate gradually finds a path to happiness.

The episode emphasizes the importance of small, intentional steps towards mental well-being and the incredible transformations that can result. Stay tuned for the upcoming final episode where the narrator will share more magical and transformative experiences.

01:00 The Burning Man Promise

02:32 The Impact of Scarcity and New Beginnings

08:05 A Tragic Loss and Its Emotional Impact

12:03 The Struggle with Suicidal Thoughts

14:18 A Lifesaving Promise and the Vipassana Retreat

20:58 Chronic Pain and Emotional Turmoil

23:37 Understanding Chronic Pain

23:50 Meditation Retreat Experience

26:40 The Power of Visualization

29:10 Saying Yes to Opportunities

34:01 Transforming Anger into Joy

39:06 Rewiring Negative Thought Patterns

44:02 Conclusion and Teaser for Next Episode

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Hello & What's New - from Marfa, TX →

In this episode of 'Be Alive,' our host reflects on experiences from her travels, including a transformative eclipse viewing and updates from her time in Marfa, Texas. She shares stories of her journey with her loyal dog Pajamas, detailing incidences where Pajamas consumed unusual items, and highlights the radical change in their relationship through holistic training. The episode introduces an upcoming three-part series that narrates the host's journey from deep depression to profound happiness, emphasizing the importance of following one's intuition. Join in to catch up on her recent endeavors, connect emotionally, and hear about her plans for future episodes.

01:32 Greetings from Marfa, Texas

01:54 Pajamas' Adventures and Mishaps

05:14 Life Updates and Recent Travels

07:54 Reflecting on the Eclipse

11:16 Plans for Upcoming Episodes

13:49 Podcast Production Insights

14:39 Closing Remarks

This episode is sponsored by The Naked Dog, where dog owners learn to "Speak Dog." The Naked Dog's Online Courses and Virtual Coaching Program takes a holistic approach to dog training, addressing dogs' challenging behaviors by teaching owners how to BECOME someone their dog trusts and wants to listen to.

Use code KATE for 10% off all online courses and coaching packages

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Story: Why I'm Still Alive (Part III) →

In this emotional final installment, Kate Manser shares her transformative journey from deep depression to profound happiness. She discusses various strategies, including saying yes to opportunities, practicing self-directed neuroplasticity, and seeking professional help.

Key experiences include life-changing encounters with hawks symbolizing 'pay attention', a touching sobbing episode at the Burning Man temple, and a miraculous escape from a propane leak. Kate emphasizes the importance of perseverance, external support, and believing in one's belonging and purpose in life. Ending on a high note, she reflects on survival, gratitude, and the magic of life.

00:00 Introduction and Recap

02:19 The Power of Saying Yes

05:12 Emotional Breakthroughs

08:12 Signs from the Universe

10:53 Hawk Encounters Begin

16:41 A Life-Saving Encounter

20:47 A Promise Kept

26:43 Final Reflections and Hope

This episode is sponsored by The Naked Dog, where dog owners learn to "Speak Dog." The Naked Dog's Online Courses and Virtual Coaching Program takes a holistic approach to dog training, addressing dogs' challenging behaviors by teaching owners how to BECOME someone their dog trusts and wants to listen to.

Use code KATE for 10% off all online courses and coaching packages

To connect with Kate Manser on Instagram⁠ Visit Kate’s website Get Kate’s free textspirations: Text ALIVE to 512-898-7850

Launch Episode: It's a Beautiful Day To Be Alive! →

It's the inaugural episode of Be Alive with Kate Manser!

In this episode, Kate shares the long journey to start her podcast, finally overcoming self-doubt and procrastination. She discusses her philosophy of loving all aspects of life, including its pains and challenges, inspired by her own experience with depression. Through personal anecdotes from her adventures on a sailboat, Kate illustrates the importance of humility, the transient nature of pain and joy, and the value each person brings. She invites listeners to join her on this journey of discovery, growth, and embracing the full spectrum of being alive.

00:00 Welcome to Be Alive with Kate Manser

00:42 Overcoming Self-Doubt and Starting the Podcast

01:30 Embracing the Full Spectrum of Life

01:59 A Journey Through Depression

05:56 Lessons from Sailing in Tahiti

15:40 The Value of Humility and Beginner's Mind

23:32 Recognizing Your Unique Gifts

29:58 Final Thoughts and Gratitude

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